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Today I asked what I need to know. I asked spirit, my angels, my guides, and my healing team to be present and allow the highest and best to come through. I drew blue with a lesson which states "Speak your truth from deep within". This to me says to listen to the inner voice that ia guiding me and to allow it to use me as a channel. When truth is spoken it will always come from love and love is what energizes the world we are transitioning to. My truth knows no fear. Fear has no room in a loving heart. To speak from the heart ensures the highest and best for all involved.
Let's see what the book says about this lesson.

CREATING FROM THE SOUL-
"Deep within you is something that needs to be expressed creatively. It comes from a place that is soul deep. To deny it means that you are denying the expression of who you are and what your life is about. This denial can lead to an ache in the throat and an ache in the soul. It is time to discover what is blocking this deep desire to create".

To me this is all about fear blocking my true potential. I am not so much scared of failure but afraid of both ridicule and also of success. My truth feels so off from what the society I live in practices and preaches. If I were to express myself from the soul a lot of people would not understand me. This is a fear I will face and change. The other side of the fear is of success this is from past life feelings and also from my up bringing and society. People who were successful were always ridiculed because the people I knew and family I have were of the "have nots". They showed me that others were better off because they were keeping us down (which I know to be false) and I still have this core belief. I will let this belief go.
In my past life I was a very powerful manifester I did not create through the heart though. A major part of me is afraid to allow the use of all my power for fear I will abuse it again. If I always remind myself to create through the heart I will gain the trust of that fearful part of me.

To shift the energy of this lesson I must make a commitment to my self and spirit.
I commit to create my world from my heart allowing all the love and light of the world to shine through me.

Thanks for reading :)