Where it all started

I can go back as far as high school to reading my first conspiracy theory book by David Icke it was called The Biggest Secret. A friend and I were really into the Matrix trilogy and reading this book together. There was a lot of Marijuana involved back then and a little LSD and Extacy. Maybe that was why I was so into the conspiracy theory. I can remember alot of synchronicity back then like at a yard sale we were having, a woman saw I was reading David Icke and told me about Zecharia Sitchin. I was still too cool to read much back then so I never got around to picking up one of his books and the drugs and other issues got in the way of my progression so I dropped the search.

About 5 years later, after a lot of drugs I joined the Air Force and had to resort to drinking to numb the knowing.  In 2005 the same friend that theorized with me in our teenage life turned me on to The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. The video resonated so deeply with me that I started utilizing the techniques in my every day life. Things changed dramatically and soon after I was getting out of the Air Force. The job I landed was exactly what I had intended. The house I envisioned was a 3 bedroom 2 bathroom and a 2 car garage and that is exactly what I landed in as well except the garage was detached. Damn you Law of Attraction! =)

So any way things were going great and manifestation was coming quickly but something was missing so I went back to using drugs and drinking alot. This cause my wife and I to drift apart and she subsequently left me. This tore my world apart! I luckily found a 12 step program that allowed me to renew my connection to Source. This is what had been missing I knew it. But I was still doubtful so I needed to do alot of searching.

I was walking into a metaphysical store and the door said free 15 Minute psychic reading I was pulled into her office. I learned so much from the first 15 minutes that I ended up visiting her every week or every other week for over 6 months. Milia became my spiritual advisor and guided me through a lot of healing.

My first experience with Color was during a class Milia taught called Metaphysics 101. I learned about days of the week being empowered by specific colors and the Chakras. Milia would always bring in different books to display during the class and I saw the Color Cards and new inside that I must have them. The Color Cards were created by Arlene Arnold. I didn't know it then but she was to become my next teacher along this spiritual journey. I'll get to that later. While being taught by Milia I was drawn to study Wicca under her. She is a High Priestess and is certified to teach the craft to others. I studied under her for another few months until I realized Wicca was not for me.