Part 2

I left off pretty abruptly yesterday as I had life situations to deal with. I'm seeing a woman that has two boys one who is 6 going on 18 and the other who is two. They are so much fun when they are in a good mood! But this is a story for later.

After I stopped studying under Milia I wasn't sure where to go or what to do so I tried to keep my spiritual practice as best I could which was hit or miss meditation and prayer. 

I was at the breaking point and unsure where to go because I was trying to stay sober, looking for a relationship, trying to get in shape, working and going to school. I had so much on my plate and not enough time to deal with it.  I had been using the Color Cards I had gotten from Milia's class for some time by now they provided great insight based on the layouts they suggested in the book that came with them.  After giving my self a reading I flipped to the back of the book and saw Arlene Arnolds information and promptly looked her up.

I found her web sight Transformationaltools.com and from their was able to Like her Facebook page. From the power of color Facebook page I read a post that said first Color Therapy reading 20 dollars when the original price was 75 I had to jump on it. With in a couple of days I had set up a phone appointment with her because she lives down south near Vancouver WA and I live near Olympia WA. I was skeptical about doing any kind of work over the phone and as a matter of fact I was skeptical about the whole thing! I am definitely a skeptic but as a friend and I recently discussed a good skeptic investigates before ruling anything out.

My first session was so amazing and the ability the colors have to heal past trauma was unbelievable.  I mentioned to her my lack of money and she agreed to see me every week for 20 each session I couldn't say no to that!  We dealt with my addiction problem, my co-dependency, Trauma from being molested, and many other things but those are the major issues. Some of my stuff was so deep seeded that I did not want to let it go. The color has power but not enough to dissolve anything were not ready to give up. There was lots of release of the energy through sobs and tears. The way the process works it allows me to parent the hurt child that is scared and all alone and through inner dialog guided by Arlene Arnold I was able to heal the hurt child and have them integrate into my energy field. Some of the trauma was so bad that the child wasn't ready to be integrated and through the process they are taken into a capsule where there is a healing garden and a stream of unconditional love.  The child is left here with a care taker to play and bath in the stream until they are healed and ready to integrate. This process is so amazing and has helped me so much.