Part 2

I left off pretty abruptly yesterday as I had life situations to deal with. I'm seeing a woman that has two boys one who is 6 going on 18 and the other who is two. They are so much fun when they are in a good mood! But this is a story for later.

After I stopped studying under Milia I wasn't sure where to go or what to do so I tried to keep my spiritual practice as best I could which was hit or miss meditation and prayer. 

I was at the breaking point and unsure where to go because I was trying to stay sober, looking for a relationship, trying to get in shape, working and going to school. I had so much on my plate and not enough time to deal with it.  I had been using the Color Cards I had gotten from Milia's class for some time by now they provided great insight based on the layouts they suggested in the book that came with them.  After giving my self a reading I flipped to the back of the book and saw Arlene Arnolds information and promptly looked her up.

I found her web sight Transformationaltools.com and from their was able to Like her Facebook page. From the power of color Facebook page I read a post that said first Color Therapy reading 20 dollars when the original price was 75 I had to jump on it. With in a couple of days I had set up a phone appointment with her because she lives down south near Vancouver WA and I live near Olympia WA. I was skeptical about doing any kind of work over the phone and as a matter of fact I was skeptical about the whole thing! I am definitely a skeptic but as a friend and I recently discussed a good skeptic investigates before ruling anything out.

My first session was so amazing and the ability the colors have to heal past trauma was unbelievable.  I mentioned to her my lack of money and she agreed to see me every week for 20 each session I couldn't say no to that!  We dealt with my addiction problem, my co-dependency, Trauma from being molested, and many other things but those are the major issues. Some of my stuff was so deep seeded that I did not want to let it go. The color has power but not enough to dissolve anything were not ready to give up. There was lots of release of the energy through sobs and tears. The way the process works it allows me to parent the hurt child that is scared and all alone and through inner dialog guided by Arlene Arnold I was able to heal the hurt child and have them integrate into my energy field. Some of the trauma was so bad that the child wasn't ready to be integrated and through the process they are taken into a capsule where there is a healing garden and a stream of unconditional love.  The child is left here with a care taker to play and bath in the stream until they are healed and ready to integrate. This process is so amazing and has helped me so much.

Where it all started

I can go back as far as high school to reading my first conspiracy theory book by David Icke it was called The Biggest Secret. A friend and I were really into the Matrix trilogy and reading this book together. There was a lot of Marijuana involved back then and a little LSD and Extacy. Maybe that was why I was so into the conspiracy theory. I can remember alot of synchronicity back then like at a yard sale we were having, a woman saw I was reading David Icke and told me about Zecharia Sitchin. I was still too cool to read much back then so I never got around to picking up one of his books and the drugs and other issues got in the way of my progression so I dropped the search.

About 5 years later, after a lot of drugs I joined the Air Force and had to resort to drinking to numb the knowing.  In 2005 the same friend that theorized with me in our teenage life turned me on to The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. The video resonated so deeply with me that I started utilizing the techniques in my every day life. Things changed dramatically and soon after I was getting out of the Air Force. The job I landed was exactly what I had intended. The house I envisioned was a 3 bedroom 2 bathroom and a 2 car garage and that is exactly what I landed in as well except the garage was detached. Damn you Law of Attraction! =)

So any way things were going great and manifestation was coming quickly but something was missing so I went back to using drugs and drinking alot. This cause my wife and I to drift apart and she subsequently left me. This tore my world apart! I luckily found a 12 step program that allowed me to renew my connection to Source. This is what had been missing I knew it. But I was still doubtful so I needed to do alot of searching.

I was walking into a metaphysical store and the door said free 15 Minute psychic reading I was pulled into her office. I learned so much from the first 15 minutes that I ended up visiting her every week or every other week for over 6 months. Milia became my spiritual advisor and guided me through a lot of healing.

My first experience with Color was during a class Milia taught called Metaphysics 101. I learned about days of the week being empowered by specific colors and the Chakras. Milia would always bring in different books to display during the class and I saw the Color Cards and new inside that I must have them. The Color Cards were created by Arlene Arnold. I didn't know it then but she was to become my next teacher along this spiritual journey. I'll get to that later. While being taught by Milia I was drawn to study Wicca under her. She is a High Priestess and is certified to teach the craft to others. I studied under her for another few months until I realized Wicca was not for me.